It was a wonderful 10 days, ... it flew by (is it really over???? can I go back?!?!? ;) ) and yet it took me completely out of my "normal" and it's been an adjustment to return, at least for me!
We took a trip to San Diego and Anaheim from October 1st through the 11th. It was wonderful and scary and relaxing and memorable. Trying at times, stressful in parts, amazing in others and (I hope!) a memory that the boys will treasure and that we'll be able to re-visit in years to come.
I tried so hard to plan everything out, researched the hotels, found the best deals, booked Capri by the Sea with a gorgeous view of the ocean (right on the beach, second floor, made sure that our unit had the most allergy friendly furnishings, tile, etc!). I found the rental car site with the best customer service reviews, booked our park tickets far in advance to save money, (including legoland at 40% off). I made all the costumes for the Halloween party, even staying up all night the 2 nights prior to finish them! In short, I did all I THOUGHT I could do to plan the "perfect" vacation. Perhaps that's where I strayed a bit. I think I failed to realize that no matter how much planning I put into it, LIFE happens, and I needed to let it go and realize that the moments of watching my boys revel in the waves and the sand and the lights and the thrill of the rides are enough. ...
I must remember next time that October is a gamble. The past 3 times we've visited have been cold, overcast and cloudy. The beaches have been chilly and without a sweatshirt or jacket, not
Friday, January 2, 2015
A New Year... new plans and dreams
This is the 3rd day of 2015!
It's been a great Christmas break with the boys, though the flu season this year hasn't been fun :) We are still recovering and I feel the angst setting in that I get when I feel there is SO much to do, and yet I'm tired and the days fly by with just the normal 4 meals to prepare, cleaning, reading with the boys, taking the dog out multiple times, all the while feeling like there is so much going on in my head that I wish I could "turn off" for just an hour or so! Trying to grab a moment for my coffee, and meanwhile, pausing in the busyness of life to watch the glorious sunset through my kitchen window, to thank God for the crisp wintery air that I breathe deep into my lungs as I gaze at the stars (while Tuck sniffs bunny trails at 1:00 in the morning!) and finally, the way my boy's hair smells as I tuck them into bed, ... the way Rye Rye's little body squirms ever closer to mine as he struggles to sleep, the way my Xander and Tennyson say "I love You Mom!" every night and how their breathing grows slower as I hear them drift off.
My life is so blessed right now, and I need to pause and notice it.
I have such a tendency to get caught up in the mental planning of the kitchen, the bills to pay, Christmas and vacation to somehow pay-off, and the fact that I feel like I should be bringing money in somehow. Meanwhile, my husband just wants to relax with me (all I want to do as well) and my boys want me to share in every aspect of their lives. (How wonderful! I hope these days aren't numbered.... how lovely to share with an adolescent son his interests, dreams, and hopes!)
Well, it's now 2 am, must go fix Sebastian and egg and grab some sleep. Thank-you Lord for another year in which to worship and praise You, ... to revel in the blessings you have given!
It's been a great Christmas break with the boys, though the flu season this year hasn't been fun :) We are still recovering and I feel the angst setting in that I get when I feel there is SO much to do, and yet I'm tired and the days fly by with just the normal 4 meals to prepare, cleaning, reading with the boys, taking the dog out multiple times, all the while feeling like there is so much going on in my head that I wish I could "turn off" for just an hour or so! Trying to grab a moment for my coffee, and meanwhile, pausing in the busyness of life to watch the glorious sunset through my kitchen window, to thank God for the crisp wintery air that I breathe deep into my lungs as I gaze at the stars (while Tuck sniffs bunny trails at 1:00 in the morning!) and finally, the way my boy's hair smells as I tuck them into bed, ... the way Rye Rye's little body squirms ever closer to mine as he struggles to sleep, the way my Xander and Tennyson say "I love You Mom!" every night and how their breathing grows slower as I hear them drift off.
My life is so blessed right now, and I need to pause and notice it.
I have such a tendency to get caught up in the mental planning of the kitchen, the bills to pay, Christmas and vacation to somehow pay-off, and the fact that I feel like I should be bringing money in somehow. Meanwhile, my husband just wants to relax with me (all I want to do as well) and my boys want me to share in every aspect of their lives. (How wonderful! I hope these days aren't numbered.... how lovely to share with an adolescent son his interests, dreams, and hopes!)
Well, it's now 2 am, must go fix Sebastian and egg and grab some sleep. Thank-you Lord for another year in which to worship and praise You, ... to revel in the blessings you have given!
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